You live in this world without a clue
Why you're really here, you're just being you.
Living and resting throughout the day,
Why do you do it? You've not much to say.
What is real, and what is not?
You truly believe your life's all that you've got.
Antagonizing and sympathizing the people of your choice,
You learn and you judge by the sound of their voice.
You try your best to reach all your goals,
Do whatever it takes, including sacrificing some souls.
Just like a father, I love to nag,
Sharing words of wisdom, I don't mean to brag.
Maybe I do, but just let me have a say,
A few words to think about as a guide through the day.
I saw a quote that sounded way cool,
It has taught me well, that I'm just a fool.
Do what you need, but think about others,
Follow your beliefs, but try not to be Judas.
Success is a very strong temptation,
But if you think about it, it's not such a good salvation.
If you succeed, what'd you do next?
You won't forever stay as the best.
True that there is no justice in this life,
So we just hope for the best by being as sharp as a knife.
But does it really matter if you get what you want?
And cry over things, that you know that you can't?
You really are unique, perfect as yourself,
You own your own soul, do you really want anything else?
Whenever we seek the truth, there's never none,
But there are too many truths, there's never just one.
This is because we have too many opinions,
Awareness is the devil along with his minions.
You may think ignoring reality could keep you safe,
But when you realize what you're ignoring, comes a tidal wave.
Some think that life is real difficult,
Some enjoy their time living in this beautiful world,
Others may think that there's got to be more,
And people like me just stand still on the floor,
We feel happy when you're all satisfied.
But why sacrifice others, succeed, and then hide?
Life may bear truths that could be full of lies,
Next time you feel down, just relax, close your eyes,
I can't promise you that I could help, but I will if I can.
But I will promise you, you'll never be without a friend.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
WHY IS IT SPELLED MACCAS WHEN IT'S PRONOUNCED MACKERS?!?!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
World Hunger Relief 2008
Please help end world hunger! Make a donation at www.fromhungertohope.com and end world hunger today!
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Suicide Note
It's just one of those days, when I just can't wake up. Everything is fucked. Everybody sucks. I hang around the room, looking for something I want to do, but there's nothing that I want to do. I tried listening to the songs I've been crazing about, nothing. I went out to take a puff, nothing. Came back in tipsy and lied down. There's just nothing for me to do today. Had to work as well, so I head for the shower and went to work, still tipsy. My day began to get a little better after hanging around in my workplace, joking around with some friends. I stood the whole evening, waiting to get back to bed, to end this day. As it was nearing closing time, crowds begin to come in. The crowd keeps on growing. As my supplies are finishing and the shop is closing soon, I just hated how many people there were waiting for what we do not have. I hate it when they give me an exasperated look, as if it was my fault. All I can do to tell them to fuck off, is to just not smile.
I go out, take a seat on the sidewalk, and light a fag. What a shit day. Another day like this would most certainly not be welcomed by me. Easy way is to just go to sleep forever. I clean up, pack up, and go home. Noisy music could be heard from a distance, growing louder and louder. What other group of society can these people be from. With a speedy vehicle with the window down and a beverage at hand, they decided to help me make up my mind. Suicide it is. Thank you all, independent self-loving teenage orphans. With just an accurate toss, you have helped me realize how miserable my life is. And I'm glad I could help you with your target practice. Good night reality.
Friday, August 22, 2008
MORE PERSONALITY STUFFS =D
You Are the Index Finger | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
![]() You are ambitious, driven, and capable. You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it. You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it. You get along well with: The Thumb Stay away from: The Ring Finger |
You Are A Guilty Ex |
![]() You weren't the greatest to your ex, and you admit it. And now your remorse is keeping you up at night... While feeling a little remorse is good, your guilt is preventing you from moving on. |
Your Kissing Grade: A- |
![]() You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing. Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible. Anyone would be lucky to get a kiss from you! |
What the House Test Says About You |
![]() You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else. You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you. You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you. You take good care of your physical appearance. You dress well, stay in shape, and do your best to look great. You are moved by your own inner sense of peace. You spend a lot of time reflecting on the meaning of life. |
Your Life Path Number is 7 |
![]() Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you! |
Your Expression Number is 7 |
![]() Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing. You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth. Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths. You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake. Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well. Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion. So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations. You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times. |
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" |
![]() A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love |
Your Psyche is Blue |
![]() You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding |
What Your Flip Flops Say About You |
![]() You are an outdoorsy person. You feel most comfortable in nature. Beautiful scenery and good weather always brighten up your day. Being outside allows you to feel calm and connected to the world. Problems don't seem so big when you realize how small you are in the scheme of things. Your ideal warm weather place: Costa Rica |
You Are Toast |
![]() Old fashioned and a bit of a homebody, you totally go for comfort food. You're the type who loves to cook for friends, and they love you for it. You truly know what tastes good, and you can often pick out the best dish at a restaurant. You don't fall for food trends. You stick with what's been food for a long time! |
You Are Straight |
![]() There's not much queer about you. So let's just say you're straight... but not narrow. |
Your Wrath Quotient: 44% |
![]() Ouch! You've got a bit of a temper going on there, don't you? Just make sure to keep your revenge fantasies just that... fantasies only! |
Your Love Type: INFP |
![]() The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
You Are a Seeker Soul |
![]() You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul |
You Are a Passionate Kisser |
![]() You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat It's all about where your passion leads you |
You Need Some Green in Your Life |
![]() Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced. And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony. If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life! For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others The consequences of more green in your life: You will be drawn to a new life path You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange You will be released from the demands and concerns of others |
You Should Paint Your Room Purple |
![]() Sophisticated and exotic, purple can also be a deeply comforting color. Your purple room will inspire you to trust yourself more and go with your intuition. Purple has also been known to facilitate healing and a feeling of protection. |
Your Kiss is Blue |
![]() You prefer kissing to be a meaningful, emotional experience. You don't like to kiss strangers, and you don't like to kiss someone you're mad at. A kiss can change how you feel about someone - for better or worse. You don't take anything lightly... especially kissing. Kissing Type: Deep People See Your Kisses as: Genuine You Kiss Best With: A Green Kisser Stay away from: A Red Kisser |
Your Lust Quotient: 49% |
![]() You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! |
Your Blog Should Be Blue |
![]() Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere. You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant. From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book. |
I'm an angry angry person =O
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Weee personality stuffs
You Are Chopsticks |
![]() People see you as exotic, unusual, and even a bit intimidating. You are a difficult person to figure out. In truth, you try to live a very simple life. But most people are too frenzied to recognize the beauty of your simplicity. |
Your Five Variable Love Profile |
![]() Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is high. It's your way or the highway when it comes to love. You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life. No question, you like to be the one calling the shots. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. |
Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
![]() Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue. |
You Are Clogs |
![]() You are a solid and down to earth person. You seek – and almost always achieve – a really sound balance in your life. You are stylish yet comfortable. Mellow but driven. Excited yet calm. You are the perfect mesh of contradictions. No matter what happens, you have the ability to stay well grounded in your life. People know that they can truly depend on you. You should live: In Europe You should work: At a company dedicated to helping the world |
You Are An ENFJ |
![]() The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. In love, you are very protective and supporting. However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous. At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud |
What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You |
![]() You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you. Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return. |
You Are 56% Open Minded |
![]() You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. |
You Are in the Genital Stage of Development |
![]() According to Dr. Freud, you've reached the genital stage of development. Whatever issues you may have had in your childhood have been resolved. You don't have any hang ups, and you are able to function as a stable adult. You are the model of being well-adjusted, and you are able to balance your life beautifully. |
Your Values Profile |
![]() Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. |
You Can Make 66% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You |
![]() Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. |
You Would Be a Pet Monkey |
![]() Smart and unbridled, you are truly unpredictable... and a little crazy. You're very playful and funny, but you're also moody and aggressive. You're have the personality of a wild animal, which is both scary and entertaining. Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and you know how to charm people Why you would make a bad pet: When you don't get your way, you're a bit of a monster What you would love about being a monkey: Playing interesting games with humans What you would hate about being a monkey: Not being quite smart enough to be a human! |
You Are 71% Grown Up, 29% Kid |
![]() Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. |
Your Hidden Talent |
![]() You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. |
Your Animal Personality |
![]() Your Power Animal: Eagle Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale You are active, a challenger, and optimistic. Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal. |
The Part of You That No One Sees |
![]() You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. |
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Stole smth from SJ's blog again! XD
My daemon is...........
Loreana! The terrier! woof woof weeeeeeeeeee XD
The Keys to Your Heart |
![]() You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
and I'm afraid of marriage O_o
Thursday, August 14, 2008
A Special Poem For Rueben.
Tis also posted on facebook =D here's a tribute to Rueben Ho Wai Hong!
And then I wrote
A short little note
For a friend of mine
Who cried and whine.
Oh my, his reaction
What a pleasant satisfaction
To digest such a look
A look that couldn't be described by any mere books
My dear friend Rueben
Sat down and pondered
The menu prepared
And he didn't even wondered
All that he saw
Is the price that was raw
A dollar it charged
Whilst his throat was parched
Without a second of a doubt
He ordered the drink out aloud
Reconfirmed with the waiter, he did,
"One dollar, is it?"
Our dear friend Rueben
Did not have a clue
What the drink was
It just came out of the blue...
eh, cannot rhyme anymore, lepak ah, lazy edi ah..
The drink then arrived...
We stare in silence
Some giggling
Some trying to resist from bursting into laughter
At least not for long...
As our dear friend Rueben
Takes a small sip
With a somewhat embarrassed smug on his face
With a pissed tone he says
"Diu, water"
We burst out into laughter.
Oh my friend Rueben,
Just stick to ur bourbon
By now people can deduce
That you ordered sky juice.







































































